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Makeup Revolution Liquid Lip Lacquer- Velvet Vamp - By far, this is one of my favourites! It may have something to do with it making me feel as if I am in full Halloween mode when I wear this, but also the fact that I can get away with wearing it because I have dark hair and a style which would suit these shades more. The consistency is quite drying, and dries on your lips super quickly. It does require about two layers, as the first is quite patchy! However, as soon as this is on your lips - it aint coming off! It's really durable and doesn't crack or budge all evening. Because it is quite drying on the lips, I tend to do an intense hydration on my lips a few hours before, otherwise when you take it off, you can be left with cracked lips! But to be honest, what liquid lipstick doesn't do that?




MAC - Double Shot Amplified - A very unique shade in my opinion! I've found a lot of people don't like it, however it is obviously one of my favourites. Everyone's plays safe and buys velvet teddy (which of course, I also own!), however I prefer to risk it go for something out of the ordinary! This is a very luxurious lipstick, being very rich and textured, coating beautifully with just one coat. You can apply two coats to get a darker shade! It dries, but remains a silky texture, making it super easy to reapply throughout the day! It does have somewhat of a higher price tag, but for quality, you can't go wrong! I've had this lipstick for over two years now and still love grabbing for it when it rolls around to Autumn!


New Look Super Matte Liquid Lipstick- Stone - I had a bit of a rocky start with this lipstick! I purchased it online and paid for next day delivery. I remember it being two days before Christmas and really wanting to wear it on the day. It arrived and I was so excited to try it, but when I opened it, the wand had bent completely out of shape and was unusable! Luckily, it was rectified online super quick and I was able to get a replacement the next day and in time for Christmas! It has a velvety texture and dries smooth. It doesn't feel cakey or heavy, but has an amazing formula and texture. It dries quite quick, and only one application is required to last the day! The only negative was the size of the wand - it is so big that it can make it difficult to apply gently, however I just wing it each time and neaten up with concealer!

I woke up yesterday and felt distraught. I felt like I couldn't move, like the world could end at any moment. I couldn't muster the strength to move my arms, let alone get up and get ready for the day. I don't want to get dressed, I don't want to brush my hair, make-up is the last thing on my mind - I don't even want to make a coffee, something that I have so much passion for. I felt like crying. All I wanted to do was stay in bed, sleep and just not be anywhere or with anyone.


This has been the same all week.

I find myself looking back at my life just a year ago, and how much I have progressed as a person. Yet, I still find that I'm stuck in my old ways, continuously doubting myself and my worth. I guess that's the worst thing with mental health; you're never really 'cured' or 'fixed'. Medicine can only fix so  much, and in some cases makes it worse. You can take time for yourself, but that can make you feel depersonalised and not at all like yourself. Just last year, I was going through one of the darkest times of my life. I hate to use the words 'anxious' and 'depressed'. They get thrown around in everyday conversation that it seems like its not an issue anymore. But I felt so anxious I couldn't leave the house, couldn't sleep, over thought every single situation and was so scared that something bad was going to happen to family members. I was also depressed. I would spend hours laying on the sofa, doing nothing. I would eat so much I wouldn't be able to move. I hated the weight I was gaining at such a rate that stretch marks on my stomach were red and raw. I didn't want to be alone, but I couldn't stand the thought of being around people. I hated myself and didn't want to be here.

In a flashback to those darker times I appreciate how far I have come as a person. The triumphs that to some people are so small, but to me, it means the world. I was able to find a job that I could thrive at. I began driving lessons and have actually stuck to them, instead of bailing like I have every other time. I have enjoyed making YouTube videos, and am now throwing passion into this blog. I am so proud of myself.


Yet I find myself struggling recently. I can see myself deteriorating back to a time I found so dark, and at the same time I can't find a way of escaping. I do have the benefit of rational thought now, which is something I lacked last year. I can now analyse the situation and rationalise it to the point it is no longer causing anxiety.



I might write more about my journey with anxiety and depression, if I feel like its making a difference to someone else's life. I wish there were people who expressed their emotions when I was younger to make me realise that I wasn't alone.

The point of this post was to share my personal achievements with anxiety and depression, in the hope that it can help at least one reader. So, here goes...



1. Express your feelings.
Let your emotional run wild. If you want to cry, then cry. If you want to scream, then scream. If you need to spend the day in bed, then do so. Express your feelings however you see fit. For me, I use my YouTube and blog to share my favourite parts of life and to make me remember how lucky I am. However, you need to rationalise these feelings and talk yourself through them. Why are you feeling this way? What has led you to feel like this? Is it a regular occurrence? Can it be changed? If any situation can be modified to make you feel better, its worth at least trying.


2.Take time for yourself.
My favourite thing to do is to run a boiling hot bath, get my favourite face mask on, find my favourite music and blast them loudly whilst I relax in the tub. I use my favourite hair products, favourite bath bomb and spend as much time as I need there. I am also a bit of a 'fan' of Netflix and chill, and by that I mean getting my duvet and laying on the sofa all day watching repeats of Gilmore Girls. Anything you need to do to spend time with yourself.


3. Eliminate negativity.
What is causing your sadness? Is it your job? Leave it. Find something new. Is it your partner? Your feelings come first, and you need to get rid of any negativity that you associate with your anxiety. Surprisingly enough, my diet can cause huge strain on my anxiety. Whenever I have too much sugar and fatty foods, I find my mood plummets. Try a balanced diet (as boring as it sounds), everything is fine in moderation!


4. Exercise.
Yep, I said it! I've been at the other end and said 'exercise doesn't work! It's not for me!", but after spending the majority of the year at the gym (by that I mean roughly 1 day a week!!) I actually found that my mood was naturally lifted. At the beginning of the year I was spending 3-4 days a week in the gym and loving it! I fell back a bit and even now I can't gather the strength to go, but I know that passion will come back - and when it does, I'll be so ready for it.


5.Enjoy life.
It sounds simple, but just enjoy your life. Don't spend so much time worrying about what others thing of you and how you're different.  Spend time with your family, loved ones, friends. Go to parties, go get a coffee, take day trips to places. Anything to bring enjoyment to your life. My favourite things are to spend time with my brother, either going to town or just browsing. We don't get to spend much time together, so I cherish any time we do have.

An all time staple in my bag right now is the Zoella Ginger Cream Body Lotion! Now this wasn't available to purchase alone (I think!). I received it last Christmas in a set that came with the Zoella Bake My Day Body Spritz (which I am now also using - I smell like Christmas and I love it!).  Unfortunately, I don't think it's available to purchase anymore as she has released a new Christmas range for 2017.

Either way, I thought i'd still talk through the positives of this product and why its still a must have for me!

What does Christmas smell like to you? What scent comes to mind when you think of Christmas? Some people think of fur trees, others think of toasted marshmallows, and some think of pumpkin spice. For me, its ginger! The second the temperature drops a degree, I'm the first one in Costa and Cafe Nero asking "do you have any gingerbread syrup?" or "can I make that a gingerbread latte please?".

I like it because its sweet with a hint of spice. Now don't get me wrong, I am all about pumpkin spice latte's and Christmas Cookie Yankee Candles, but when I ultimately think of Autumn, you can't not think of gingerbread!


The Zoella Ginger Cream Body Lotion is kept in my bag for my hands! Although, as it's named, you use it all over your body. It's become a bit of a routine to moisturise my arms and neck with this, spritz with the body mist and then get dressed - no harm in smelling like a gingerbread man is there?

So what's in the ginger cream body lotion? Show your skin some love with my indulgent gingerbread and warm vanilla body cream. Lightly whipped to perfection and enriched with extracts of nourishing Shea Butter and Vitamin C.  The main scent is gingerbread, with a vanilla edge to take away the bitterness that can sometimes be associated with gingerbread. The cream is very rich and soaks into the skin perfectly, not leaving you too sticky for too long. In fact, I can normally apply and get dressed within two minutes without any issues. It has such a warm, 'christmassy' scent that it immediately puts me in the festive mood!

The negative? It's no longer available! It was a limited edition range that was released, just like the rest of Zoella's ranges. As stated before, this year it has been replaced with the Snowella range (which is also beautiful by the way!). However, you can probably find a few sets still knocking about online!

Original HUDA BEAUTY Palette

Dupe HUDA BEAUTY Palette.